般若波罗蜜心经

般若波罗蜜心经
Atha prajna paramita hrdaya sutram
这是般若波罗蜜多心经
Namah-Sarva-jnaya arya-valokite-svara-bodhisattvo
观自在菩萨，
gambhirayam-prajna-paramitayam-caryam
行深般若波罗蜜多时，
caramano-vya-valokayati-sma-panca-skandhah-tamsca-svabhava-sunyan-pasyati-sma
照见五蕴皆空，度一切苦厄。
iha-Sariputra! rupam-sunyata sunyataiva-rupam rupan-na-prthak-sunyata sunyataya-na-prthag-rupam
舍利子,色不异空,空不异色；
yad-rupam-sa-sunyata ya-sunyata-tad-rupam
色即是空,空即是色。
evam-eva-vedana-samjna-samskara-vijnanani
受、想、行、识，亦复如是。
iha-Sariputra! sara-dharmah-sunyata-laksana
舍利子，是诸法空相：
anutpanna-aniruddha amala-avimala no-na-na-paripurnah
不生、不灭；不垢、不净；不增、不减。
tasmac-Chariputra! sunyatayam-na-rupam na-vedana na-samjna na-samskara na-Vijnanam
是故空中无色。无受、想、行、识；
na-caksuh-srotra-ghrana-jihva-kaya-manamsi
无眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意；
na-rupa-sabda-gandha-rasa-sprastavya-dharmah
无色、香、声、味、触、法。
na-caksur-dhatur yavan-na-mano-vijnana-dhatuh
无眼界，乃至无意识界；
na-avidya na-avidya-ksayo yavan-na-jara-maranam
无无明，亦无无明尽；乃至无老死，
na-jara-marana-ksayo na-duhkha-samudaya-nirodha-marga
亦无老死尽。无苦、集、灭、道。
na-jnanam-na-praptih tasmad-apraptitvad
无智亦无得，以无所得故。
bodhisattvanam-prajna-paramitam-asritya-viharaty
菩提萨捶，依般若波罗蜜多故。
acitta-varanah citta-varana-nastitvad atrasto
心无挂碍，无挂碍故。无有恐怖，
viparyasa-atikranto nistha-nirvanah
远离颠倒梦想、究竟涅盘。
tryadhva-vya-vasthitah-sarva-buddhah-prajna-paramitam
三世诸佛，依般若波罗蜜多故。
asritya-anuttaram-samyak-sambodhim-abhi-sambuddhah
得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提。
tasmaj jnatavyam-prajna-paramita maha-mantro
故知般若波罗蜜多，是大神咒，
maha-vidya-mantro anuttara-mantra asama-sama-mantrah
是大明咒，是无上咒，是无等等咒。
sarva-duhkha-prasamanah satyam-amithyatvat
能除一切苦，真实不虚。
prajna-paramitayam-ukto-mantrah
故说般若波罗蜜多咒，
tadyatha gate-gate para-gate parasan-gate bodhi svaha
即说咒曰：“揭谛！揭谛！波罗揭谛！波罗僧揭谛！菩提萨婆诃！”
iti-prajna-paramita-hrdaya-sutram-samaptam
以上(如是)般若波罗蜜多心经圆满完毕

I thought there is only so many ways one can screw up, but how can I keep exploring new ones...
And only the fatal mistakes, the irreversible kind I make.

I have no problems with living a miserable life. As a matter of fact, I have been coping with that for quite a while now, so far so good. Depressed? Sure, but under control. Suicidal? Sometimes, but not that often. I'd say I am succeeding in an effort to numb myself for good.

But why flash me something I never thought that would happen to me in my life, and before I even finish up a clear look through my eyes full of shock and doubt, take it away...

MAN, please, leave me fucking alone. I am not tough enough for this kind of joke.

candidacy exam result was out today

passed.

meaning that, at least, half year of my miserable life was well spent, and in the meantime revealing the theme of another 3.5 years yet to come...

下雪喽

往后，天天早起等公车的滋味可就更加...sigh...

Billionaires in China

Now, there are more than 100 billionaires in China, according to Hurun Report, while Forbes has documented 66, says New York Times today $o$ 仅次于美国的415头，而远远超过日本，据说才20几头...shame on you!!!

baidu的老板比yahoo的老板有米；集中国现首富和亚洲第一富婆两项桂冠于一身的香港的房产商， Ms. Yang,比索罗斯，默多克以及apple的Steven Jobs还富；李宁，well，还算凑合吧，也就比Tiger Woods强一点...看完这一串介绍，虽然冲击力十足，但有一点可以肯定，实际上的百亿米人只多不少...

百亿了，不知道都是咋活的...花掉50亿，打开钱包一看，还有50亿...干！！！

不过仅从报上的这串名单中可以看出，凭借当前股价上榜的人不在少数（这很可能也是外国调研公司获得数据的一个重要途经）。那么，这东西可就玄乎了...2000年的IT泡沫对美国的打击可是非常彪悍的，而当时中国的IT行业才刚刚起步，资本市场也远远不如现在这么开放和火爆，因此所受到的影响也非常有限。但要是结结实实的赶上下一波泡沫POooo的一声（迟早的...看谁站最后一班岗的问题），那时会是怎样的一番景象啊...而且，现在过热的还不止IT独一家。

刚又想起了一个事儿，拿google看了看，如下：

宪法：“第十二条：社会主义的公共财产神圣不可侵犯”...LOL...
后来米人多了，利益集团也就壮大了，宪法修正：“第十三条：公民的合法的私有财产不可侵犯”...LMAO...

“合法的”私有财产...满眼的模糊界限灰色区域啊...而且也没有神圣一词来装潢一下...也就是说，哪天小胡同学不高兴了，说，所有房产开发商的资产，80％充公，用来开发新能源，哈哈

Sigh, too much NYTimes, too many sour grapes, and too less money for me.

美式毛寸！！

过来两个多月一直忍着没有理发。本想，留着也成，N年短发了，现在整个李小龙式的看看，hoho...可眼瞅着就直奔洪金宝去了...ft...

事先关于米国理发师手艺的负面传闻听的实在太多，但事到如今也顾不得这么多了，冲进本村downtown唯一显眼的一家理发店，话不多说，掏出手机直接show给理发师看我在国内的时候事先准备好的大头自拍，"yeah, do this!"

...此处略去500字...事实上确实也记不得太多，唯一印象深刻的就是那哥们一上来就用电推子贴着鬓角的头皮一路推上来 wk！！当时就想，废了，传言果然不假...

当理发师用吸尘器吸完我头上的碎发（-_-！！！再次瀑布汗！！！），戴上眼镜，HUUUU，长出一口气...结果居然还不赖，标准的毛寸 hiahia～～

收工的时候我抱着试一试的心态问那哥们，这发型在米国有什么专业术语么？ “NO. 3”...居然还真有...oooook，往后的若干年内理发就不用再愁了。

It's time to start over

7:30 Struggled out of the bed in the freaking cold foggy morning
7:50 Cooked my very first HE BAO egg for breakfast
8:35 Hopped into the CATA Bus heading towards campus

Having vaguely sensed a thread of sign that I finally caught up my breath after all the craziness I've experienced during the last 4 months, I am now posting the long overdue entry on my blog in the library. The emotion piled up in the corner of my mind is overwhelming and it might take even longer time for them to dissolve and to be eased, but the time happens to be the one thing that I don't really have right now. So one bit a time, let me start from here to record some thoughts about the bittersweet memories in the recent past, while they are still fresh and vivid, as well as the daily encouner in my new life in US.